True Freedom and Insignificance

So I'm feeling a lot better since my last post when I was miserable and a bit depressed. Life has got a little better. Ran practically all over the parish the last two days with Sixth Form Induction at school and College. Plus my 'friend' Emma claims we have wronged her in unknown (to four of us) ways. She will not speak to us and she has not even looked at me despite my best and recognised efforts to strike up a conversation. About anything. But all that seems to fall into insignificance after reading Alice Pyne's blog. She truly is an inspiration at just a year younger than me and with terminal cancer. I recommend that you look her up, read her blog. Plus her Twitter account, Alice_Pyne... if anyone is reading... haha :)

True freedom has begun and the list of jobs from Dad is piling high, unfortunately not the proper job offers or even interviews though :( Spent the day at home today cleaning our living room which I am proud to say is not immaculate. Dinners nearly ready so that will be Me + Mum + Food + Glee = the usual Tuesday night... on a Wednesday... hehe :)

Still working on thoughts and names for my next blog which hopefully will contain reviews and my own personal opinions on people, films, books, etc... If you've got any suggestions for thing I should write about post me a cheeky comment. Bye for now :p

Relaxing

So after all the stresses of exams as well as general life I can finally relax as they are all over. :D Was so happy on Monday night. But since then I've been feeling a bit low. Which is a downer, haha. Mum reckons it is because I've been working so hard recently with all my revision and everything, so that now that I am allowed to relax and do what I want, I"m actually finding it difficult too. What a joke.

Shopping tomorrow with Becky for sixth form clothes (which is quite scary :s) Just going to buy black trousers and pretty tops if i can find a pair of black trousers that actually fit me. On Monday and Tuesday morning is the school sixth form induction and on the Tuesday afternoon is the college induction so I'm going to be running round the parish for a bit.

Dad has given me projects to do over the 11 weeks i am off for summer. My personal projects are; keeping up with my reading and art, continue with my novel writing and decorate my room. Dad wants me to read up on how to work ebay properly as well as household chores. Plus, both he and Mum want me to get my (crap) CV and Covering letter out so I can actually get myself a job too.

This is a beautiful sight to behold. Just a few of my favourite books, minus ones that are on loan to people at the moment. A service that I really should be charging for. ;) Here is a couple of the Harry Potter's , The Truth About Forever, Linger (Of the Shiver series), and some of the House of Night Books.

Mentioned a mini blog I might be starting a while ago. Well, its going to be a proper blog blog instead. Might publicise it a bit more too, rather than my normal 'let followers come to me' approach. :D So that'll hopefully be started soon now I have the time. just got to come up with a witty name....hmmmm......

Knackered after today, haven't even done that much either. Quite fancying a film, cosy PJ's and a cuppa. :) Night night.

Stressing

Seriously stressing over where I am going to go and what subjects I am going to take next year for my A-Levels. Stressing so much it is making my head hurt. There are loads of small issues to think of too which all amount into massive issues. Plus the pros and cons of each place to think of. Stay at school, or go to the local college. Ughhh decisions decisions. :(

Christian Louboutin

Ahh, the famous red soles of Louboutin's. These shoes are beautiful. Can't afford and wouldn't be able to walk in them... but look how pretty they are ;)

Right, back to revision and trying to cure the cold I manage to have in summer... :/

Human Nature

Okay, so I am the type of person who like hugs. Big squeezes. Especially off my friends and family. So heres the deal, M & D are away. On their jolly holidays for a week. They truly deserve it ;) but I am starting to believe in human nature an the importance of physical contact. Basically, I'm missing my Mum's hugs, her's are the best. Plus there is the huge campaign started a few years ago now for 'Free Hugs' (Look at those words long enough and they start to look wrong...) Hold up a sign or wear a t-shirt that declared Free Hugs and see how many people in the street hug you ;) Just being sentimental, I think.

If anyone is reading,  stay tuned for a mini blog inside this blog I'm thinking of launching :)