Seriously considering the possibility that I have depression. Nothing seems to be going right, I am always exhausted and my mood is dangerously low at least twice daily. I really need something to lift me. At the moment, a lot of the time I feel as if I want to burst into tears. But at school I have this strong exterior thats all smiley even though I feel like I am breaking sometimes. And every time I do look marginally less cheerful that usual I get chorus' of people asking if I am okay.
Reasons to be depressed anyway;
-Exams are coming up and I am sure to fail them.
-Sometimes, I feel as if I am alone in the world.
-Nobody loves me, never have and probably never will.
-No self confidence.
-No self-esteem.
-Shit at art.
Oooo the joys of life, ey? Never having children. Would not want to put them through the pain of life.
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